*FLIPS TABLE* “SAY ‘WHAT’ AGAIN. SAY ‘WHAT’ AGAIN, I DARE YOU, I DOUBLE DARE YOU MOTHERFUCKER, SAY WHAT ONE MORE GODDAMN TIME!”
I’ve been furious the last couple of months and feel like in the last two weeks things are going on a turnaround.
They say that pressure makes diamonds but too much pressure will explode with ferocity and that is what I feel like I was headed towards. There were a lot of things that were on my plate and man they were dragging me down tremendously. I feel bad that I dropped the ball into someone else’s lap but honestly, I was going to have a mental breakdown.
Now that I have had a minute to finally exhale its relieving. The time suck that I was in has finally vanished and things are opening up for me to work on again. I’ve been skimping my Spanish learning, I haven’t focused on studying for the CPA, and I feel that I’ve been neglecting personal relationships a tad. Hell, I haven’t posted a post here in months.
Hopefully, future Dubya is re-reading this and thinking to himself “You dummy, just be yourself and enjoy life, you’ll be fine.”
I think we don’t properly value the word “no” enough in our society. My wife and I are watching “The Dropout” on Hulu about Elizabeth Holmes and man if one single person had told her “no” or “slow down” maybe she wouldn’t have scammed and lied to the sums of millions of millions of dollars and she may not be in prison. I think more people ought to be saying “no” and focus on building a proper foundation before returning to “Yes”.
I don’t think I am 100% ready to move forward but I think I see the light at the end of the tunnel.
I am sitting in the diner, enjoying my breakfast and for once I am not letting folks interrupt what I want to do. I am going to dictate the story moving forward.
Cheers, y’all.
W Is For Will 
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